I keep living this weird life, where I keep waddling my legs at the edge of the ocean pool, the people I admire are already in the pool, I know I will definitely go in if someone pulls me in, unfortunately I am not that lucky, and I am too scared to go in. I know there are people that will help as soon as I take first five steps. But I am so risk averse, I don’t..I keep waiting for someone to jump in right at the same time, I keep waiting, waddling my legs, loving the water, dreaming how it might feel like to go to the deep end, and ride and float and have fun.
But I am almost always by myself. Now, it’s definitely better with friends. Living this lone-wolf life.
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