Blogaway: a microscopic view of my life.

  • I am sorry I don’t have a D

    It’s 10am and I am making my way to the metro station entrance, I go through the security check-in entrance. And decide to go through the women’s line because I know how things work, you step in a covered makeshift closet, they pass the scanner around you and let you go. Going through the gent’s…

  • Unclenched Cramping, it works?

    I had my periods this week. I don’t have an internal clock or tracking, so they often arrive as visiting guests: “Oh we were visiting your friends in the neighborhood, and it’s been a month since I have seen you so here we are!” On the night before my periods, I was reading an article…

  • Let some doors be squeaky

    Author’s Note: I briefly talk about a trans friend’s experience of body dysphoria and body image. Hello, this is a response post to some comments made about squeaky doors in the IWCB whatsapp group chat and the use of WD-40. Dear WD-40 user, The harbinger of silence, of smooth hinge movements, I put forward my…

  • Walking Like An Assassin

    This is not a how-to post. it is but a silent admission of the status quo of how I live my life. I walk like an assassin — with minimal noise. There are many things I do to make my existence small and invisible, I think this is one of them and has spooked enough…

  • Random post at 2am

    Slice-of-life shows have a way of making me feel at ease, my shoulders drop from alert to relaxed, I shift from the edge of my seat to slightly leaning back. What a luxury it is to be able to relax, every once in a while. I was recently watching the newly released episodes of Smoking…

  • Even Death is a Calling

    Through the mists and whispers of my youth, comes a calling, a calling to end it all? To die. Sounds peaceful and serene. The soft, gentle petals of the rose-colored life I envisioned, fading day by day, falling at my feet. I try to grab them, lifeless they look, all dried up and passionless. I…

  • Communications: A Ball Game

    Disclaimer: This is part of #wip series, where I am putting raw thoughts out, it stands for wrong-in-public, tagged with #wip, am open to dialogue, reach out to me, through the channels, you found out about this blog. Cheers! There is this idea, which has been brewing in my head for a while about communication…

  • Monsoon of Memories

    Sitting on the pillion seat, looking up at the trees and sky, the leaves and branches forming a jigsaw puzzle, the white light falling through the crack-lines. The crown-shyness blushing beautifully between greenery. A lovely beautiful day. Oh a drop. I have loved rains, thunderstorms and sandstorms, sometimes standing right in the center of it,…

  • Reading Classics

    One of the dearest lines I heard about reading classics, was that reading a classic is like opening a door where upon entering a great conversation is taking place, one that had been continuing on for years. And you are all the more welcome, a new idea, a fresh face, to express your opinions and…

  • Catching Lyrids: A Two Hundred Kilometre Drive

    The Plan: It starts off vague, a bubble of excitement, rising up in the group chat. The excitement of seeing balls of fire grazing across earth’s atmosphere. Few hours later, the trip is planned, times sorted, I rent a scooter, I am still concerned about doing it. Deep down I know it can be done.…

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